{36 weeks}

IM NINE MONTHS PREGNANT!!!!

FULL TERM!!!!

thank you thank you Jesus! 

this past week was the scariest so far.

being this close to the end,

the devil has been working overtime trying to convince me that sutton won't live these last few weeks. 

so thankful for friends who 

(unfortunately) know this fear 

all too well. 

and for my doctor. 

told him how scared i was and 

he was so so tender. 

and he's having me come in 

twice a week instead of once 

for sonos so my mind will be 

more at ease. 

thank you God for this doctor! 

we are ready for this little boy. 

everything is just waiting to be filled

with a warm baby. :)

realized he has NO clothes. 

three pairs of jammies. 

i've been too scared to buy anything

so willow and i took a little shopping trip

yesterday and got him a few things. 

she would say

"this would look SO cute on sutton!" ;)

he also has some hand me downs 

from levee. :) 

no sleeping these days. 

i have one of those up24 bands 

and i'd get so frustrated in the morning seeing how little i slept, 

so i stopped wearing it. :)

mostly just from rib/back pain/potty trips. 

i've also been having these little 

"episodes" of dizziness and 

weird eye blurriness followed by 

an intense headache 

(different from my normal kind) 

and my doctor said it's probably 

a form of a migraine that you can 

get with pregnancy. 

i was relieved it wasn't any sign

of toxemia or other issues that would affect baby!

we've been trying to savor 

our last bit of time with 

just the three of us 

while at the same time, 

trying to stay busy to make 

time go faster. :) 

so this has meant lots of deep

cleaning and 

"fun projects" with willow. 

it's almost time friends!!

can't thank you enough for every single prayer whispered on our behalf! 

36 weeks.